Breaking

Chapter 10 - The Day Bodie RanBodie did not run, of course.

His leg was broken.

But in every way that mattered, that was what he had done.

He had escaped on a fractured bone, with a hungry three-year-old holding his shirt, because every adult plan had failed before a child’s desperation succeeded.

The more I learned about that Friday morning, the more impossible it seemed.

Marlene told me her part three days later during a supervised visit at the Children Services family room. It was painted cheerful yellow, with shelves of donated toys and a mural of smiling animals on the wall. The kind of room designed to make broken things look less broken.

Bodie sat at a table building a tower from wooden blocks. June was in Marlene’s lap, feeding her plastic grapes from a toy kitchen set.

Marlene watched them like she was afraid blinking would take them away.

“Tell me about Friday,” I said.

Her fingers tightened around a purple plastic grape.

Carla, seated near the door, gave a small nod.

Marlene took a breath. “I worked Thursday night. Diner shift. Four to midnight. Travis was supposed to watch them.”

Bodie’s hand paused over the blocks.

“We don’t have to—” I started.

“No,” Bodie said. “It’s okay.”

It was not okay, but I let him decide.

Marlene continued. “When I got home, June was asleep on the floor. Bodie was awake. His leg was swollen worse. I told Travis we were going to the ER.”

Bodie placed one block carefully on top of another.

“Travis said if I left, he’d call the cops and tell them I broke Bodie’s leg. He said he had pictures of me from years ago. He said nobody would believe a junkie over him.”

“You’re not that anymore,” I said.

Marlene’s eyes filled. “I know. But shame doesn’t care what year it is.”

That sentence stayed with me.

“What happened Friday morning?”

“He took my shoes. My phone. My keys. He locked the fridge again. He said he was going to get breakfast and when he came back, we were talking about the courthouse.”

“The courthouse?”

Marlene nodded. “Marriage license.”

Carla wrote something down.

“He left you there with no phone, no food, and Bodie injured?”

“Yes.”

“And you didn’t leave?”

Marlene flinched.

I regretted the words the second they left my mouth.

Bodie looked up. “She tried.”

Marlene covered her face.

Bodie spoke with quiet seriousness. “Mom tried the door, but Travis put the chain thing outside.”

I stared at her.

“He locked you in?”

Marlene nodded.

“He started doing that after I tried to leave in June,” she said. “There’s a chain outside the apartment door if he loops it from the railing. Landlord never fixed the railing right, so Travis figured it out.”

“How did Bodie get out?”

Bodie swallowed. “Bathroom window.”

I turned toward him.

“We’re on the second floor,” I said.

“There’s a roof thing,” he explained. “Over the laundry room. Travis smoked there sometimes. I saw how.”

Marlene was crying silently.

“I told him not to,” she whispered. “I told him I’d figure something out. I told him to wait.”

Bodie’s face changed. Not anger. Something older and heavier.

“June was hungry.”

The room went silent.

In his mind, that explained everything.

Maybe it did.

“He got June through the window first,” Marlene said. “I stood inside and held her as far as I could. He was outside on the little roof. Then I helped him climb. He almost fell because of his leg.” Her voice broke. “I should have gone with them.”

“You were locked inside,” Carla said.

“I should have broken something. Screamed louder. I should have—”

“You did scream,” Bodie said. “Nobody came.”

Marlene folded forward over June and sobbed.

June patted her hair with sticky fingers. “Mama, don’t cry.”

Bodie looked at me. “I knew the way because we walked to your house once when Mom’s car was broken.”

“You remembered seven blocks?”

He nodded. “Left at the gas station. Right where the dog barks. Straight until the yellow flowers.”

My throat hurt.

“How did you keep going?”

He shrugged like this was a practical question.

“I counted.”

“What did you count?”

“Steps. Then cracks. Then red cars. Then June said her foot hurt, so I told her we were explorers.”

June lifted her head. “I was brave.”

“You were very brave,” Marlene whispered.

Bodie’s tower fell suddenly, blocks scattering across the table.

He stared at the pieces.

Then his face crumpled.

“I didn’t know if you were mad,” he said to Marlene.

She slid June carefully onto the floor and reached for him.

He hesitated only one second before letting her hold him.

“I was scared,” Marlene whispered into his hair. “Not mad. Never mad. Bodie, baby, I am so sorry.”

He cried then.

Not quietly. Not like he was trying to be a man. He cried like a six-year-old boy with a broken leg who had carried too much for too long.

I had to look away.

Carla passed me a tissue.

After the visit, Bodie was exhausted. In the car, June fell asleep before we left the parking lot. Bodie stared out the window.

“Aunt Tessa?”

“Yeah?”

“Is Mom bad?”

“No,” I said carefully. “Your mom is hurt. And scared. And she made mistakes. But she is trying to be safe now.”

“Travis said bad moms lose kids.”

“Travis said whatever helped Travis.”

He considered that.

Then he whispered, “I don’t want to be the dad.”

I pulled the car over.

I turned in my seat.

“You are not the dad,” I said, slowly and clearly. “You are the kid. You get to be six. You get to spill juice and watch cartoons and ask for help. You are not responsible for June. You helped her because you love her, and that was brave. But grown-ups are responsible now.”

His chin trembled.

“What if grown-ups forget?”

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I reached back and held his hand.

“Then you remind me once,” I said. “And I will listen the first time.”

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