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Chapter 19 - Maple StreetBodie chose to go back to Maple Street.

No one suggested it.

No one even wanted it.

But on a cold afternoon in February, three weeks after he and June officially returned to Marlene’s full custody, Bodie asked Dr. Porter if he could see the sidewalk again.

Dr. Porter called a meeting.

Marlene came. I came. Carla came. Denise came even though the case was nearly closed. Dad offered to come, but Bodie said too many grown-ups would make it “a parade,” and he did not want a parade.

“Why do you want to go?” Dr. Porter asked him.

Bodie sat in her beanbag chair with the gray wolf puppet in his lap.

“I think about it,” he said.

“What part?”

“The first corner. June cried there. I told her the yellow flowers were close, but they weren’t close yet.”

Marlene’s eyes filled.

Dr. Porter nodded. “What do you hope will happen if you see it now?”

Bodie looked down at the puppet.

“I want to know it’s just a sidewalk.”

That answer settled the matter.

So on a Saturday morning with pale sun and dirty snow along the curbs, we went.

Not to Marlene’s old apartment. That building had new tenants. The utility closet had been photographed, documented, repaired, painted over. But we did not go inside. Bodie did not ask to.

We started at the corner near the gas station.

June stayed with Dad at my house because Bodie wanted to do this without worrying about her. That alone told me how much he had changed.

Marlene parked near the curb. She turned off the engine but did not get out immediately.

“You don’t have to,” I told her.

She nodded. “I know.”

Then she opened the door.

Bodie stood on the sidewalk in his winter coat and dinosaur hat. His leg had healed, though sometimes he limped when tired. He looked smaller against the long stretch of pavement.

For a moment, nobody moved.

Then he took one step.

Then another.

Marlene walked on one side of him. I walked on the other. Dr. Porter followed a few paces back, giving him space.

At the first corner, Bodie stopped.

“This is where June sat down,” he said.

Marlene closed her eyes.

“I told her ants would get her crackers if she didn’t stand up.”

“Did that work?” I asked.

He nodded. “She got mad at the ants.”

“That sounds like June.”

He walked again.

At the barking dog house, the dog was not outside. Bodie frowned like the memory owed him accuracy.

“He was loud,” he said.

“I bet.”

“I hated him.”

“That makes sense.”

Bodie looked at Marlene. “You were yelling from the window.”

She swallowed. “Yes.”

“I couldn’t hear words.”

“I was saying I loved you.”

He looked away.

“I wanted to come back for you.”

Marlene stopped walking.

“Oh, baby.”

“But June was holding my shirt.”

Marlene crouched, right there on the sidewalk. Cars passed. A man in a hoodie walked by with coffee. The world did not know it was witnessing a sacred thing.

“You did exactly right,” Marlene said. “You got help. That was the bravest thing I have ever known. And I am so sorry you had to choose.”

Bodie looked at the ground.

“I was mad at you.”

“I know.”

“I’m still mad sometimes.”

“I know.”

“But I don’t want you in the window anymore.”

Marlene put a hand over her mouth.

“I’m not there anymore,” she said.

They kept walking.

At the yellow flowers house, the flowers were gone because it was winter. Only dead stems stuck from the dirt.

Bodie stared at them.

“They were bigger.”

“They’ll come back,” Dr. Porter said gently. “Not because that day comes back. Because seasons do.”

Bodie considered this.

Then he took one more step.

We did not walk all seven blocks. That was not the point. We walked two, then turned around because Bodie said he was done.

On the way back, he held Marlene’s hand.

Not because he needed help walking.

Because he chose to.

When we reached the car, he looked down the street one more time.

“It’s still a sidewalk,” he said.

Marlene nodded. “Yes.”

“It didn’t look as big today.”

“No.”

He got into the car.

Marlene stood outside for a moment, staring toward the old apartment building. Her face was unreadable.

“You okay?” I asked.

“No,” she said.

Then she looked at me.

“But I’m here.”

It was enough.

That spring, Children Services closed the case.

Denise came to Marlene’s duplex with final paperwork and tears she tried to hide behind professionalism. The house smelled like spaghetti sauce. June was making a tower from plastic cups. Bodie was reading a book out loud, slowly but proudly.

Denise looked around.

Open pantry.

Stocked fridge.

Emergency numbers on the wall.

Children’s artwork everywhere.

Marlene’s work schedule clipped to a calendar.

Therapy appointments marked in blue.

She signed the last page.

“Full custody remains with Ms. Grady,” she said. “Case closed with aftercare referrals.”

Marlene sat very still.

Then June shouted, “Case closed means cake!”

Nobody knew where she got that idea.

Dad went to buy cake.

Mrs. Alvarez came over after hearing from absolutely no one, which meant she had somehow known. Mrs. Whitcomb brought paper plates. Carla stopped by with flowers. Dr. Porter sent a card with wolves on it.

We ate grocery-store chocolate cake at Marlene’s kitchen table.

Bodie got frosting on his nose.

June licked the plastic knife before anyone could stop her.

Marlene looked at the signed papers, then at her children.

“I thought this would feel like the end,” she said.

Dad shook his head. “Nope.”

“What is it?”

He lifted his coffee cup.

“The first normal Tuesday.”

Marlene laughed.

May you like

And for once, normal did not sound small.

It sounded like victory.

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